Lord you know my family is struggling right now and you have always pulls us out
of darkness and despair and I know Lord you able to find a way for my family
and others to have Christmas this year so we can celebrate your birth and your
death on the cross for all of our sins,you offered your life as a gift to save
all man kind so I want Thank you for your many blessings and all you do and
going going to do in our lifes.Amen Thank you, mother in Missouri w/3
girls.ages 13,14 and 15
Please if you if it in your heart this Christmas to give to a family in need please keep my family in mind.Thank you and God Bless everyone.Kristina
kristina Newson
1020 W. Breckenridge
Mexico,Mo.65265
573-567-2304
kristina_n_3angels@yahoo.com

"Either let me fly or give me death,

let my soul rest,

take my breath,

if I don't fly I'm gonna die anyway,

I'm gonna live on, 

but I'll be gone anyday."

~D.M.X.~

Earl Simmons

I quote this artist to express the urgence of my situation, mostly to myself, I feel like I am at a crossroads in my life, and I'm not sure which path to travel down, either could end my life sooner or later.  I'm not sure what else to do, but pray for absolution, an answer, something to guide me, I thank the lord for everything, my life, my children, as sad as it all is sometimes, and the joy that you permit on occasion.  

What I am asking from everyone is for you to pray for the lord to save me.

Please let the power of prayer prevail above all.

In these trying times, I pray the Help and strength of the Lord for you.

I understand. I cant help you with money, but I know prayer helps.  I just need to vent and I m sorry to do it to you when you are down as well.  I am a 30 year that returned to college.  I am happy to be doing it and graduate in May.  However I know that I am the butt of jokes, am ridiculed and pretty much am sure very few people care.  I have always struggled in math and now in my last  semester have to take Industrial Hygiene.  ( A hard class to begin, but add math and physics...) In my lab class today, as I am trying to do the worksheet, my professor basically called me out to be stupid.  In front of the whole class!!!! I have always enjoyed this professor's classes, and have been president for 2 years and currently secetary for a club that he advises.  I know I am slow at going in the math, but how he called me out, ( "Geese, this is 3 grade math, why don't you get it?) that really hurt.  I am not suicidal, but do feel really alone and singled out. I can only prove him wrong by doing well on this exam (next week).  But only time will tell.  I can not fail this class.  I need it to graduate. I hope things worked out for you.  If you are reading this part, then thank you, for letting me vent.  I sure i'll start to feel better soon.  There is a lot more going on in my life now, but thats for another day. Bye.  SLS

With all of the craziness going on in the world sometimes a little scripture reading can put our minds at ease.  http://www.rbc.org/odb/odb.shtml  Offer daily devotionals that may help bring a little hope to those discouraged. 

Try searching for "chuch assistance for bills" on the web (not only does churches come up but other websites that may provide some immediate ideas), also see if there is a Community Crisis Center, Salvation Army in your area.  Usually the Salvation Army may guide you where to go in order to get a utility bill paid in an emergency situation.  May God Bless You Abundantly!

Praise God for your problem

Im begging God to hear me now on this one: I need prayer, I always need prayer. For once in my life I want this to be the last time I have to beg for help! It's always something. Always. Rather its abuse or fianicial its always something, and it always seems to be in a way that I have no control of the situation. I know i should put it in Gods hands but how can i when, its hard to even get in my hand.  I know, I know, Your strong, youve been through so much, you can make it! What if... what if I dont wanna make it anymore, what if I cant find the silver linging anymore. IM NOT STRONG enough anymore, I cant do it by myself like this anymore. Im sorry but i cant, well maybe i can eventually but I dont Want to. Why? When all I do is live to work so I can barley live? I dont wanna do it anymore. It's become so pointless, and im trying so hard! I really am, Im tryin so hard I spend about 2hrs a day with my kids at home, what kind of mom does that make me. And when they beg and Cry for me to spend more time what do i say, I will, I will Baby, Mommy just needs to take more time, Mommy has to pay the bills or we wont have a home to come to. And he tells me he doesnt care and he rather be homeless again, because now mommy is always gone and cant spend time with them anymore. My whole reason for living and doing what I do is for my kids and now, its like they're suffering , because MOMMY"S GOTTA PAY THE BILLS..........

No one is perfect......me and my wife are in hard times right now.  Our power bill is 500.00 dollars and we just don't have it right now.  We tried everything we could think of, but we just can't do it right now.  I feel that the LORD wanted me to find this page for a reason and I'm still not sure how I found it.  If anyone can help us.....I promise when we get over this speedbump.....we will pay it foward to someone who needs help.  jjblaze101@yahoo.com